Hosea 10/6/10

In June of 2009, I began inductively studying God's Word with a group of women at my church.  God is faithful to continue that which He began in us, but when we submit by regularly seeking to know Him and obey Him through the study of His Word, our spiritual growth SKY ROCKETS.  Within the first week, I was experiencing freedom from specific strongholds that I had struggled with for as long as I can recall.

But, by June 2010, I was beginning to experience some pride.  I hate pride.  It's so ugly, rude, obnoxious, and self-seeking.  I had become somewhat desensitized to the sin I was still dealing with because it was a bit more subtle than it once was.

This summer, my bible study leader informed us that we were studying Hosea.  Hmmmm.....  Hosea.  Why not?!  Little did I know, the Lord had huge plans for me and Hosea.  This summer God took away any and everything that I found the least bit of comfort or security in.  He put me into SOOOOOO many circumstances that forced me to depend on Him.  He showed me that I am Israel.  He showed me that I am Gomer.  Here I had JUST stepped foot in the promise land and I was already saying "you are my god to the work of my hands."

Idolatry ALWAYS leads to bondage.  God showed me how SUBTLE idolatry can be.  An idol is ANYTHING we are looking to for satisfaction and fulfillment other than God.  Really.  I know that sounds a bit extreme, but it is so true.  Ugh!  What a DAILY battle!

Lord, I am desperate for You!  I need You more than I can even realize, let alone articulate.  Sweet Father, may I NEVER choose a god over THE GOD!  You are better!  Always, always, always better!!!

Thank You for Your patience with this Gomer.  Your love is better than life!!!!